First Draft of the Little Lesbian Handbook

The following is the first draft of the little resource PDF I’m writing for those just dipping their toes into the world of being a lesbian. Mostly, it’s everything I wish someone had told me back when I was like AHHH WHAT AM I GAY?? in the most succinct language I can manage (though I will go through it several more times with a fine-toothed comb.)

If there is anything that sounds off, or anything that seems missing or mistaken, please let me know in the comments!  I’ve tried to stay in a kind of open, middle-of-the-road place, avoiding some of the more heated terminology of our current times while still putting things plainly. I still could use additions to the resource lists at the end (I really need some websites maybe???) as well as further “Words from fellow lesbians”.

Many thanks to all who have helped out so far!


Lesbian is the “L” in LGBT. Women have loved other women throughout human history, but what does it mean to be a lesbian? How can we live our lives to the fullest as lesbians?

What is a lesbian?

A lesbian is a sexually-mature human female who is exclusively attracted to other sexually-mature human females. This is a homosexual sexual orientation, also known as same-sex attraction. Lesbians are attracted to both primary and secondary sex characteristics expressed by the XX chromosomes that make a female human female.

What do we mean by this? Lesbians are attracted to female bodies. Essentially, this indicates the female genitals (labia, clitoris, vulva, vagina) but can also extend to breasts, fat distribution, vocal pitch, bone structure, skin texture, and other secondary sex characteristics. Lesbians are attracted to women of all different shapes, sizes and colors, and thankfully women come in all different shapes, sizes and colors.

Homosexuality is found in many animal species, from primates to lizards. It is a naturally occurring biological trait and not a psychological condition or personal preference.

What do we mean by “attraction”?

As social animals, human beings seek out other humans for mating, physical interaction, companionship, and pair bonding. Attraction can range from finding another person interesting and subtly alluring, to outright physically desirable and sexually arousing. Attraction can grow slowly over time or come on all at once; it can be a fascination with a short interaction or the foundation of a long relationship.

Because lesbians are attracted to others of their own sex, they often bond over similar life experiences. A lesbian sees other women not just as physically or sexually desirable, but also as admirable role-models and sympathetic peers. Due to this shared experience, lesbians, unlike many men, tend not to reduce other women to sexual objects on display for their own gratification.

Lesbians are attracted to femininity only by personal preference; some lesbians love a woman in high-heels and makeup, and others prefer short hair and a tailored suit on their partner. It is the natural woman beneath and her individual expression of herself that matters.

Lesbians and men

Lesbians are not attracted to male bodies and genitals, and therefore often have different relationships with men than heterosexual women. Some lesbians are very comfortable with men and maintain healthy friendships, while others prefer to center their lives around women.

Because our culture is overwhelmingly heterosexual and we are taught from a young age that men and women fall in love, have sex, and marry, a lesbian may feel obligated to date, have sex with, and form intimate relationships with men. Some lesbians spend many years convinced they are straight until they realize the difference between their attraction towards women and the social pressures and rewards of being with a man. Their experiences do not make them any less of a lesbian.

If a woman is attracted to both male and female bodies and desires intimate relationships with both men and women, then she is bisexual.

Lesbians and heterosexual women

Many lesbians find all women attractive, including those who are exclusively attracted to men. Lesbians may idolize straight celebrities and women from history, and sometimes become strongly attracted to women in their lives. For many lesbians, falling in love with a female friend or other close female associate is their first “wake up call” to being a lesbian.

Most lesbians realize the difficulty and frustration in being attracted to someone who will never be similarly attracted, and learn to focus their relationship goals on other lesbians and bisexual women. The shared experiences of another lesbian becomes a strong point of bonding.

Accepting Yourself as a Lesbian

Because lesbians hold no attraction towards men and often feel no need to seek male approval, lesbians experience life – sometimes from a young age – very differently from other women. Many lesbians remember childhoods as tomboys, as rough-and-tumble as the boys they grew up with, and bewildered by dresses, ruffles and dolls. Other lesbians may have loved dress-up and got along well with other girls, but found themselves at a loss whenever men became the topic of a conversation. Every lesbian experience is as different as every lesbian, and as she comes to terms with her sexual orientation she often has to come to terms with many aspects of herself, from her personality to her preferences in clothing, her immediate sexual expression and her long-term goals for the future.

The realization of being homosexual can change a woman’s relationships with her friends, family, and even her faith. At the same time, fully accepting herself as a lesbian opens up new worlds of inclusion, openness, authenticity, and growth.

Lesbian Presentation and Expression

Lesbian fashion and expression runs the gamut of individuality. Some lesbians may appear like any straight woman, with styled hair, makeup, and feminine clothing. Other lesbians may prefer to wear their hair short and shop in the men’s department. Many lesbians tend towards practical clothing and a nondescript look, while others express themselves through hair color, piercings and creative fashion choices. Some lesbians may desire to be mothers, others may live on farms surrounded by animals. Some lesbians are quiet, some are loud. Some love people and parties, some love quietness and solitude. Most are a complex combination, like any other human being!

Because discovering oneself as a lesbian can be a life-altering experience, seeing and learning about as many other lesbians as possible is very important. Looking at lesbian photography and creative works, reading interviews and lesbian publications, and joining lesbian communities is essential in realizing how vast and unlimited lesbians are in their appearances, personalities, and lifestyles. There is on one way – or two ways – to be a lesbian.

Experimenting with clothing and hairstyles and allowing your full personality to express itself – sometimes after years of repression – can be exciting and liberating.

Lesbian Sexuality

Lesbians are sometimes asked, “How do two women have sex?” The answer is many ways, actually!

For many lesbians, masturbation is her first introduction to lesbian sex. Women use their fingers to stroke their clitoris and around the vulva until orgasm occurs. Penetration is not always required and not always desired. Some lesbians may thrust into or “ride” a pillow or other object to bring themselves to orgasm. Many of these experiences carry over to sex with a partner, through fingering and tribadism.

Cunnilingus, or oral sex, is the use of the lips, mouth and tongue to stimulate a partner’s genitals. Sex toys such as vibrators may also be put into play, and a strap-on dildo can be used to perform penetrative sex with no male penis involved.

Lesbian sex as depicted in pornography only vaguely resembles actual lesbian sex. Pornography is produced for the male gaze, and lesbians benefit most in learning about sex through other lesbian and bisexual women and their own personal experiences.

Lesbian sexual preferences are as varied as lesbians themselves, and every woman is different. As with any sexual activity, mutual consent is essential and practicing safe sex remains important. Although lesbians cannot impregnate each other, sexually-transmitted diseases can still be transmitted. Always consider both your partner and yourself with utmost respect.

Expressing your orientation

Aside from sexuality, lesbians should embrace and share their love and attraction for women as a healthy part of their lives. Much of this depends on the receptiveness of close friends and family and the surrounding social environment.

Every lesbian should feel free to indulge in movies, novels, music and art that feature women she finds attractive and relate to her lesbian experience. Fantasies about women and female characters enliven many lesbians’ lives. Some find creative outlets to express themselves, from drawing and painting to writing fan-fiction. A like-minded community centered around creative work can be a source of support and further inspiration.

Many lesbians find strength through centering women in their lives by nurturing female friendships and turning to women at every opportunity. This can range from taking part in women’s groups to choosing a female cashier at check-out. Surrounding herself with women’s history, women’s writing, and the work of women may be deeply healing and empowering for a lesbian.

A lesbian should be able to speak openly and honestly with friends about her likes, crushes, love life, and disappointments, just like anyone else. It is important to find supportive people and cultivate those relationships.

Coming Out

Revealing oneself to be a lesbian is a lifelong process that changes with every situation. A first coming out to a loved one may be nerve-wracking, while later in life saying “Yep, I’m gay,” will come as easily as any other personal detail.

A lesbian must first “come out” to herself, accepting herself as a homosexual woman. This can be both an enlightening and difficult time – it is normal to feel suspended between a joyous new sense of freedom and a deep-seated fear of fitting in. This first step, however, eventually leads to community, support, and the promise of a fulfilling life.

Telling a close friend or relative is often the next essential step. Whether writing a letter or requesting a face-to-face, heart-to-heart conversation, trusting another supportive adult often grants a sense of relief and connection. The confidence this first coming-out experience provides forms the foundation for having the strength to come out to others in the future.

In every situation, a lesbian must judge receptivity, necessity, and risk. Sometimes it is more important to protect personal welfare than to be forthright about sexual orientation. Other times, trusting another person with your orientation and experience may be the best thing a lesbian can do.

Coping with prejudice

Unfortunately, fear and hatred of homosexuality still exists within families and communities. Lesbians who reveal their sexual orientation may become victims of verbal and physical harassment, moral and religious bullying, and even malicious interventions in the form of corrective rape or conversion therapy. Sometimes even a careless remark from a friend can be emotionally damaging, so deeply does homophobia and ignorance about lesbianism pervade society.

In any instance of bullying or bigotry, the knowledge that no homosexual person stands alone is often the greatest source of personal strength. A supportive network of understanding friends and family is, of course, advantageous, but many organizations exist to support and shelter LGBT victims of homophobia and violence, from school-sponsored gay-straight alliances to national coalitions of lawyers, doctors and therapists.

If the surrounding environment is so unhealthy that you feel depressed or suicidal, please reach out for help. The Trevor Hotline exists to provide immediate care and counseling, and can be reached 24-hours a day at 1-866-488-7386 or at

Lesbian Relationships

Like heterosexual relationships, lesbian relationships range from short-term dating to lifelong marriages. Although generally free from the gender roles of straight pairings, lesbian couples face many of the same difficulties, including conflicting personalities, financial strain, illnesses, and of course the loss of a beloved partner. Even so, studies show that homosexual couples often experience a greater sense of lasting satisfaction in their relationships than heterosexual couples.

Many lesbian couples mark their commitment with a marriage or commitment ceremony and reception like any straight couple, complete with cake and formalwear, and in many places lesbian couples live lives no different than their heterosexual counterparts. Although same-sex marriage is gaining support throughout the world, much more work needs to be done to provide all lesbian couples with full legal rights and social acceptance.

Whether in committed relationships or single, lesbians may desire to raise children. Some lesbians give birth to children naturally through a sperm donor, and some lesbians choose to adopt. Studies have shown that lesbians, in fact, make particularly good parents!

Lesbians may also choose to live on their own, a kind of female bachelor experience. Some may have short-term relationships or long-distance relationships; others may choose to have no relationships at all. In some situations, a lesbian may find typical relationships with other women difficult, if not impossible.

No lesbian is defined by her relationship status, however. Filling her life with personal contentment, supportive community, and expressions of her love for women is just as important as relationships with other women.

Lesbians looking for lesbians

Whether looking for love or sisterhood, a lesbian needs to know where to find others like her. Throughout history, lesbians have supported one another, creating spaces for healing, self-acceptance, and community.

Women’s interest groups, music festivals and sporting events have all traditionally provided ground for lesbians to meet and mingle. LGBT spaces and Pride events draw lesbian participants, as well feminist gatherings. Stereotypes revolving around softball teams, nature walks, and do-it-yourself endeavors sometimes hold true, as well!

The Internet has provided further tools for lesbians to connect with one another, from dating applications to informal blogging and Facebook groups. Striking up friendships through online discussions can be a great way for locally isolated lesbians to find support and community.

Lesbians and Gender Roles

Because lesbians have no innate desire to appeal to men, a lesbian’s personal expression and lifestyle may contrast greatly from the women around her. A disturbing awareness of this difference – or trauma from being reprimanded by others – can become internalized to the point that a lesbian may feel very uncomfortable with her femaleness and begin to separate her identity from her female body. She may wish to become male or anything other than female. This may also result from the oppression of misogyny and abuse from men.

A lesbian disassociating from femaleness needs the support of other women, particularly those who have survived the same challenges and learned to cope. Learning that a woman is a woman simply by virtue of her female body is often a key part in beginning to heal. No woman must conform to the feminine gender role of being quiet, servile, pretty, and delicate in order to be considered a woman. A women is a complete and perfect female human being just as she is, regardless of her personality, interests, mannerisms, or way of dress. A woman is never “masculine” or “like a man” because of her attraction to women. A long line of women throughout history have lived and spoken this truth, and becoming acquainted with these women and their contemporaries can reveal new ways to embody femaleness.

A woman’s body is a good and natural body, separate from all society demands it to be. Lesbians often need to learn to love themselves as women, apart from the objectification and oppression of women that permeates our society. Mindfulness of the body and yoga practices can help a woman reconnect with her female body, as well as exercises in self-care such as bathing, time spent in nature, and enjoyable physical activity. Learning to love oneself again is not always easy but certainly not impossible.

Some lesbians may find life is only livable if they transition to living as a male some or all of the time. This transition may include surgeries to remove the breasts and alter the genitals and continuous use of hormones to maintain a male appearance. Even so, transgender men retain their female experience and their biologically female bodies, and often maintain relationships and share spaces with lesbians.

Males who transition away from living as men to living as women through hormones and surgery neither attain a female body nor the lived experience of being female and cannot be considered lesbians. A woman sexually attracted to a transgender woman is not homosexual but rather heterosexual or bisexual.

Lesbian History

Until the last century, same-sex attraction between women was viewed with skepticism or ignored by greater society, with few words to define women who lived their lives loving other women. The word “lesbian”, however, is derived from the isle of Lesbos where the Greek poet Sappho wrote of her love for other women, bearing evidence of same-sex love and attraction between women thousands of years in the past.

Around the world, lesbians have always existed and endured amid the patriarchal oppression of women. Lesbians would sometimes set up house together in “Boston Marriages” if they could support themselves without a man. Women in marriages with men would have affairs with other women, leaving heartfelt letters as clues to the true nature of their relationships. Throughout history, women have cut their hair and donned men’s clothing to live as men, sometimes legally marrying women and living out their lives undisturbed, or undiscovered.

In more recent times as homosexuality became a topic for psychologists, religious leaders, and politicians, love between women became analyzed, pathologized, and demonized. Women have been socially ostracized, committed to institutions, medicated and mistreated in attempts to “correct” their feelings and behavior. Lesbianism became fetishized as well, a fantasy of two objectified women for men to enjoy, skewing public perception further.

Throughout the last half of the 20th century, the gay rights movement has not only revealed and sought to rectify the injustices imposed upon the LGBT community, but has also brought to light the rich and varied history of lesbians, their words, their works, and their contributions to humanity as a whole.

Lesbian Terminology

Lesbians have used many terms throughout history to describe their attraction and themselves. Some of these words include:

  • Gay woman – Many women who are uncomfortable with the word lesbian will simply call themselves gay women.
  • Dyke – A lesbian term dating back to the early 20th century, dyke is an alternative word lesbians may use to describe themselves. Used by those outside the lesbian community, it is considered a slur.
  • Butch – Used to describe a lesbian who forgoes traditional feminine gender roles such as wearing feminine clothing or long, styled hair, the term butch is derived from early 20th century lesbian couples in which one partner had to appear as a man for their public acceptance and safety. It is a lesbian-specific term denoting a particular expression of womanhood.
  • Femme – Describing a lesbian who adheres to some feminine gender roles, femme lesbians often wear makeup, styled hair and feminine clothing. This lesbian-specific term was created as the counterpart to “butch” in early 20th century lesbian pairings.
  • Queer – Still considered a slur by many, in modern times queer is used as an umbrella term encompassing various orientations and identities outside of the heterosexual norm.

Lesbian Symbology

When accepting yourself as a lesbian, sometimes the smallest details make the most difference in developing a sense of self and belonging.

  • The Labrys – A double-bladed axe, the labrys was a weapon carried by priestesses of the Minoan civilization on Crete, symbolizing strength and self-sufficiency.
  • The Triangle – In Nazi Germany, an upside-down black triangle was used to designate lesbians, as the pink triangle was used to designate gay men. Like the pink triangle, the LGBT movement has reclaimed the black triangle as a symbol of perseverance. The Lesbian Flag depicts a black triangle on a purple ground, usually with a white labrys within the triangle.
  • Interlocked Female Symbols – Two female symbols interlocked through the circles are often used by lesbians. Some lesbians celebrate the female symbol alone, as well!
  • The Nautical Star – In the 1950’s some lesbians would have a five-pointed star tattooed on their inner wrist, which could be revealed in the company of other lesbians.
  • Violets – Sappho’s poems speak of giving violets to a beloved female companion, and violets have been traditionally exchanged between female lovers for centuries.
  • Amazons – A legendary tribe of female warriors from Asia Minor, the Amazons were feared by the Greeks who wrote of women riding horses, wearing trousers, and living autonomously without any interference from men. Many lesbians from the feminist movements of the 70’s use Amazon as a designation of sisterhood.
  • The Rainbow – Created to celebrate all aspects of the gay rights movement, the rainbow flag has become a beloved symbol of LGBT people around the world.


Inspiring Lesbians and women who loved women

Sally Ride – astronaut

Romaine Brooks – painter

Rose Cleveland – First Lady of the United States 1885-1886

Virginia Woolf & Vita Sackville-West – authors and poets

Jóhanna Sigurðardóttir – Former Prime Minister of Iceland

Lesbian Athletes

Amélie Mauresmo, Billie Jean King, Martina Navratilova – tennis

Abby Wambach, Megan Rapinoe – soccer

Diana Nyad – endurance swimmer

Brittany Griner – basketball

Clare Balding – jockey and sportscaster


Lesbian Books and Authors

Sarah Waters – author (Fingersmith, Tipping the Velvet)

Audre Lorde – author, poet, activist (Zami: A New Spelling Of My Name)

Anne-Marie MacDonald – author (Fall on Your Knees)

Louise Blum – author (You’re Not From Around Here, Are You?)

Rita Mae Brown – author (Rubyfruit Jungle)

Leslie Feinberg – author (Stone Butch Blues)

Alice Walker – author (The Color Purple)

Barbara Ann Wright – author (The Pyramid Waltz)

Ann Bannon – author (Odd Girl Out)

Patricia Highsmith – author (The Price of Salt)

Mary Oliver – poet (Dream Work)

Alison Bechtel – comic artist, author (Dykes to Watch Out For)

Lesbian Entertainers

Michelle Ehlen – filmmaker, actor

Jane Lynch – actor, singer, comedian

Wanda Sykes – comedian, writer, actor

Ellen Page – actress, activist

Sue Perkins – comedian, writer, actor, broadcaster

Sandi Toskvig – writer, actor, comedian

Hannah Hart – vlogger, writer, actor

Ellen Degeneres – comedian, actor, writer

Lea DeLaria – comedian, actor, musician

Sandra Bernhard – comedian, actor, writer

Cameron Esposito – comedian

Lesbian Musicians

k.d. Lang

Melissa Etheridge

Tegan & Sara

Meshell Ndegeocello

Melissa Ferrick

Alix Dobkin

Janis Ian

Lesbian Movies and Television

Tipping the Velvet


Saving Face

The Incredible Adventures of Two Girls in Love




Words from fellow Lesbians

“You are allowed to be any kind of woman you want to be with any sort of appearance imaginable. You can love women deeply and earnestly and still be a woman. You can learn to love your body just the way it is, in time. You’re most probably going to go through a lot of hardship. Sometimes you will revolt against yourself because of the poisonous hatred given to you by your community for not fitting in. This revolt might be an eating disorder or a deep hatred for your body. You might become suicidal or addicted to drugs. But know that in the end, you’re a truly stunning human being, a woman, a lesbian, a lover and nurturer of other woman, a thinker, a do-er. Nothing is wrong or amiss with you because you are gay or because you want to look and act in a way society cannot tolerate. You aren’t too masculine or too this or that. And there is and will continue to be a community of strong women for you to turn to.”

“Your sexuality is yours. It is not for male consumption or for males to police. They will try, but they are wrong. You are a full person, not just a reflection of what men want from you. You deserve to be happy. There is nothing wrong about your lack of desire for men. There are other women like you and someday you will find them.”


30 thoughts on “First Draft of the Little Lesbian Handbook

    • Yeah, I started to get fatigued at the end there (trying to seriously dedicate time to writing through this and figuring out when I need breaks) so there will be more films + TV shows added when I can figure out if all the “Oh one of them dies” are worth listing or not.

      Those two quotes were left by readers and I’d be happy for more!

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  1. In regards to pictures, I think we can get some photos off the Internet, like pictures of famous lesbians perhaps. But you know what else would be cool? You are an artist, and you could draw some pen-and-ink drawings of lesbians too, either real ones or from your imagination. I can turn them into vector files to publish in a PDF if you’re interested.

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  2. Very comprehensive and good.

    Is it possible to be a lesbian if you’re a woman who only falls in love with or gets crushes on women, but who doesn’t like genitals, (male or female), and who doesn’t experience the desire to have sex or masturbate? Can a lesbian be asexual?

    Is it possible to confuse extreme admiration with attraction? If you admire a woman excessively because you see her as a role model or you would love to be like exactly her, not because you want an intimate relationship with her, that’s not lesbian even if you’re asexual?

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    • I think today’s understanding of asexuality is very nuanced and in a lot of ways open to interpretation. I identified as asexual myself for a year or so (not long ago) because I had gotten terribly disillusioned and rather repulsed by the pornographic/heterosexual depictions of sex that flood our culture, and also because I kind of have a very narrow response myself and have never been in an intimate relationship. It was really healing for me in a way, but once I got back to myself as a lesbian and really explored what I liked and what I wanted out of a relationship I certainly couldn’t call myself asexual anymore, regardless of experience. But that’s just me.

      I know there are some people out there who say that if asexuality is no sexual response whatsoever then it cannot be aligned with a sexual orientation, because it’s not inherently “sexual”. At the same time, if a woman says she has an excessive admiration for certain women – and only women – I’d have to ask *why* that admiration is for women and only women, if it has nothing to do with them being… physically women, you know? I would never want to push another woman out of lesbianism just because she has no sexual libido when she honestly still loves women for being women. I guess you could say I do believe sexual attraction can exist without actual sexual activity, because it’s the attraction to a person’s *physical sex* and not their actual sex life, and as long as both partners are cool with it that is a lesbian relationship in my book. I’d also say a woman who is exclusively “drawn towards” other women is a lesbian as well.

      Maybe my definition of asexuality is a complete “null” – not that a person can’t have strong feelings for another person, but because there’s no regards to sex whatsoever those same feelings happen for both men and for women, if that makes sense. This is where that split attraction model of saying ___sexual/___romantic confuses things. If you have strong feelings for one sex and not the other, I think there might be a sexual preference going on, even if it never comes across as physically arousing.

      That’s why I started the attraction definition with “Attraction can range from finding another person interesting and subtly alluring…” but I may tweak all that a little to make it more clear. Thank you for bringing it up!


      • Okay, I have a question. The lipstick lesbian. There’s a such “genre” right? How do you know? Do lesbians have a …(forgive me if I offend anyone) gay-dar or les-dar, I don’t know the terminology

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        • I think all homosexual/bisexual people have a bit of a “gaydar” especially the more they get to know themselves and more exactly what they’re attracted to other people. Like not the big stereotypes (though they exist) but more specific things like body language, vocal inflections, and so forth. Of course all women are different and express themselves in all kinds of ways, but there does seem to be a notable “hmm, lesbian, methinks” that seems to extend even to the most feminine of femmes – which is what I’m assume you mean by lipstick lesbian (I’m not super on-point with terminology all the time either.)

          One stereotype that you can almost always look for is fingernails on the shorter side. It’s just a practical thing.

          A lot of media featuring lesbians gives a very confusing message because a lot of lesbians in movies/TV shows are femme and played by straight women. Unless they’ve done some studying they’re going to miss that certain… les-thing, that I swear has a lot to do with the voice and the body language. I really do believe there is something deeply biological about it all, and it will come across if you’re really, really looking for it.

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          • Thank you. Lipstick as in…the more of the feminine looking side of lesbianism. You can definitely tell who’s “butch” or at least I can (right off the bat) but the more girly lesbian, are not so easy to recognize. It’s just tough because even if I wanted to pursue this, I wouldn’t even be able to or know who to or who is…? ya know? It’d be nice if they wore signs on their backs. lol!


  3. Is it possible to be disgusted by the male genitals, be attracted to a woman, find her body desirable but not feel comfortable with sex with her? I haven’t tried, I just can’t imagine it, yet. As a matter of fact I’ve been married to a man for 16 years, we have a son together, I’m not attracted to him, nor can I stand him or his genitals. I’m attracted to women however, I can’t see myself…going down there, with her. Am I being too personal? Oh well, too late.

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    • I think it’s perfectly normal while coming to terms with same-sex attraction to have to spend some time getting used to the idea of the actual sex part. (I’ve actually got a blog to write about that – never too personal!) One of the really handy things about being a woman attracted to women, though, is that you’ve most likely got a very similar body of your own to get used to. In my experience, getting acquainted with ourselves, our own responses and sense of pleasure, makes sharing that with other women much more inviting. A lot of women, it seems, gain a lot from moving their attention from vaginal sex to working with the clitoris. I know it was revolutionary for my own ideas of what sex could be.

      So much of our society pushes male/female sex, especially revolving around penis – think of all the dick jokes you’ve heard, the way teenagers draw dicks on everything – that the female body kind of is left as unexplored country, or just a receptacle for men. So sometimes we need some time to explore our bodies, mentally and physically, not even necessarily with another woman. In the past nine years I’ve learned more about my body than I ever knew in the first 30, and the more I’ve gotten to know myself, the more I’ve gotten comfortable with the idea of expressing it with another woman. Honest to god though, it’s only been in the past six months or so, really fully accepting what female means and how I’m female and the people I’m attracted to are female, that I’ve wholly gotten into the idea of oral sex with a woman. But now I’m like, yes, I can see that being a really good place to be. But it took a really long time to *really* get there!

      You may want to try out reading some lesbian romance novels – anything made by lesbians for lesbians. Heck, watch Carol a couple times to start. Then read the book! It’s a great, gentle introduction. Long ago I read Rita Mae Brown’s classic Rubyfruit Jungle. I knew what the title was meaning then, but it didn’t all make wonderful sense until much later.

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      • Yeh, I downloaded a few lesbian romances onto my kindle just recently. I haven’t started reading them as of yet but I will hopefully. It’s hard to sustain my attention when it comes to reading a book. But thank you kindly. Have so many more questions too! I’m so excited! I know I’m weird

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        • Not weird at all! This is exactly why we’re putting together this little booklet.

          If you’re not into reading maybe one of the movies listed above might be good, if you haven’t seen them yet. I know loooots of women really enjoyed The L Word, too.

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